HEARTLESS MEN.. STAY AWAY.. :)
Suno ji..
Tumne toh kaha tha kabhi nahi jaaoge, chahe kuch bhi ho jaye.. ab aise kaise chale gaye.. aur ye bhi kaha tha ki jab jaaunga tumko saath me le kar jaunga.. toh aise kaise ye bol kar chale gaye " main jaa raha hu"
kachchi subah me kaise ab karvat badal kar tumhe apne uppar bulaungi aur kaise tumhare andar samaungi.. aadhi adhoori neend se uth kar ab kaise tumhe jagaungi?
"naatak chhodo aur gym jaao" ye kehte wakt paani ka glass kisko pakdaaungi?
aur jab tum kuchh der aur sone ke liye mujhe bhi kheench lete ho, baahon me lapet k 15- 20 minute ke liye so jate ho.. main chup chaap aankhe band kar ke tumhare seene me simat jaati hu..
kaun subah-subah halla machayega " tauliya kahan hai" " ye kurta nahi pehenna.." “bathroom me shampoo kahan rakha hai" aur jab dene aungi toh har roz haath pakad kar kaun kheenchega??
jab main chhudaane ki koshish karungi aur us kheench-taan me chatakti kaanch ki choodiyaa, aur tumhara ghabra jaana ki kahin mujhe lag na jaaye, deewar par mere badan ko sata dena, kareeb aa kar mere hontho ko dekhna aur meri chadhti saanso ko dekh kar muskura dena..
main roz jid karti hu “ dekho.. der ho rahi hai office jaao” aur tumhara baar baar palat kar aa jana..
“aaj chutti kar leta hu.. sham ko chala jaunga..” fir mera jhoothe – moothe gusse me tumhe aankhe dikhana “ jaate ho ki nahi” maa kea ate hi tumhara jaldi se mere hontho ko choom kar bhaag jaana
“ sach me der ho rahi hai biwi..”
kisko dekhungi tab tak.. jab tak tumhari car aankho se ojhhal nahi ho jaati..?
pahunch kar hi phone ghuma dena “ ek baar keh do.. abhi wapas aa jaunga..”
“ bahut kaam hai.. kar lo.. sham ko jaldi aa jana.. aur khana kha lena..”
ab kaise har din shuru hoga..? kaise sara din tumhari harkaton ko yaad kar ke muskuraungi aur kaise dil hi dil me kahungi.. “pagla hai thoda sa..”
kabhi kabhi tumhara kaam me busy ho jana.. aur bas, yu hi.. ek message aa jana.. “ madam ji.. khana kha lena..” lekin office me baithe doston ke saath meri khoob burai karna.. “ jaldi nikalna hai bhaai.. khana nahi milega raat ka.. sofe par sona padega.. daant gada k khoon pee jayegi..”
“dekh.. boss.. shaadi mat karna..”
office ki colleagues ko dekh kar muskurana aur mujhe chidhana.. “ main toh usko bas yu hi dekhta hu.. tumhari resemblance hai na” fir mera rooth jana aur raat ko tumhara mujhe pagal banana.. meri vo meethey dard me doobi aawajo ka tumhe diwana kar dena.. aur har raat tumhara mujhe bhiga dena.. aur vo aadat jab ek hone ke baad tum meri aankhon me dekhte aur main Sharma jaati.. har raat pehli raat hoti.. aur tum.. aur nasheeley..
Tumhe yu jaana nahi chahiye tha..
ye kehna nahi chahiye tha “ main jaa raha hu”
jab bhi main rooth jaati hu, toh gaane gaa kar mujhe manana, kitchen me kaam karte waqt peeche se aa kar pakad lena, paseene se tar, chehre par chipki latt ko hata k kaan ke piche sarka dena aur mere pet ko pakad kar bas yu hi khade rehna.. kabhi kabhi mujhe kitchen ke shelf par baitha ke, khud khana banana, aur haatho se khilana, aur saath me vo tumhara bhara glass.. “ bachchi nahi hu main” jab bhi mera ye kehna aur tumhara muskura dena.. meri har nadani ko bas hansi me uda dena.. aur mera chehra dekh kar apna gussa bhula dena..
jab- tab meri naabhi ko chhed dena, aur peeche, meri gardan par choom lena.. jahan jana hai wahan le jaana aur jo khana hai vo khilana.. jab card statement jyada aa jaye toh “ kab sudhrogi??” aur parlor bills?? “koi change toh nazar nahi aata tum me..” mere dard me mera haath thaame rehna aur kandhe par sahara de kar chalana.. diwano ki tarah mera khayal rakhna.. aur chauthey mahine me mujhe 3 baje raat ko gol gappe khilane le jana, apna khayal na rakhne par daantna aur har wakt bas “ medicine li na.. khana khaya na.. fruits and milk.. walk par chalo.. acha tum rehne do main kar lunga.. kuch khana hai.. paani la k du.. dard toh nahi..”
kabhi laga nahi.. 1 saal me sirf main hi maa bani.. dard barabar baanta tha.. us aansu ne sab bata diya tha jab tumne pehli baat apni beti ko haath me utha kar mujhe gili aankho se kaha tha.. “thank you”
Aur bahut kuch..jo ab likhte huye haath tharthara rahe hain.. gala roondh gaya aur aankhe nam hai.. vo saath.. vo baatein.. vo muskurahat.. aur vo tum.. aur vo main..
kahan se laau…
bas.. tumhe jaana nahi chahiye tha..
Suno ji..
Tumne toh kaha tha kabhi nahi jaaoge, chahe kuch bhi ho jaye.. ab aise kaise chale gaye.. aur ye bhi kaha tha ki jab jaaunga tumko saath me le kar jaunga.. toh aise kaise ye bol kar chale gaye " main jaa raha hu"
kachchi subah me kaise ab karvat badal kar tumhe apne uppar bulaungi aur kaise tumhare andar samaungi.. aadhi adhoori neend se uth kar ab kaise tumhe jagaungi?
"naatak chhodo aur gym jaao" ye kehte wakt paani ka glass kisko pakdaaungi?
aur jab tum kuchh der aur sone ke liye mujhe bhi kheench lete ho, baahon me lapet k 15- 20 minute ke liye so jate ho.. main chup chaap aankhe band kar ke tumhare seene me simat jaati hu..
kaun subah-subah halla machayega " tauliya kahan hai" " ye kurta nahi pehenna.." “bathroom me shampoo kahan rakha hai" aur jab dene aungi toh har roz haath pakad kar kaun kheenchega??
jab main chhudaane ki koshish karungi aur us kheench-taan me chatakti kaanch ki choodiyaa, aur tumhara ghabra jaana ki kahin mujhe lag na jaaye, deewar par mere badan ko sata dena, kareeb aa kar mere hontho ko dekhna aur meri chadhti saanso ko dekh kar muskura dena..
main roz jid karti hu “ dekho.. der ho rahi hai office jaao” aur tumhara baar baar palat kar aa jana..
“aaj chutti kar leta hu.. sham ko chala jaunga..” fir mera jhoothe – moothe gusse me tumhe aankhe dikhana “ jaate ho ki nahi” maa kea ate hi tumhara jaldi se mere hontho ko choom kar bhaag jaana
“ sach me der ho rahi hai biwi..”
kisko dekhungi tab tak.. jab tak tumhari car aankho se ojhhal nahi ho jaati..?
pahunch kar hi phone ghuma dena “ ek baar keh do.. abhi wapas aa jaunga..”
“ bahut kaam hai.. kar lo.. sham ko jaldi aa jana.. aur khana kha lena..”
ab kaise har din shuru hoga..? kaise sara din tumhari harkaton ko yaad kar ke muskuraungi aur kaise dil hi dil me kahungi.. “pagla hai thoda sa..”
kabhi kabhi tumhara kaam me busy ho jana.. aur bas, yu hi.. ek message aa jana.. “ madam ji.. khana kha lena..” lekin office me baithe doston ke saath meri khoob burai karna.. “ jaldi nikalna hai bhaai.. khana nahi milega raat ka.. sofe par sona padega.. daant gada k khoon pee jayegi..”
“dekh.. boss.. shaadi mat karna..”
office ki colleagues ko dekh kar muskurana aur mujhe chidhana.. “ main toh usko bas yu hi dekhta hu.. tumhari resemblance hai na” fir mera rooth jana aur raat ko tumhara mujhe pagal banana.. meri vo meethey dard me doobi aawajo ka tumhe diwana kar dena.. aur har raat tumhara mujhe bhiga dena.. aur vo aadat jab ek hone ke baad tum meri aankhon me dekhte aur main Sharma jaati.. har raat pehli raat hoti.. aur tum.. aur nasheeley..
Tumhe yu jaana nahi chahiye tha..
ye kehna nahi chahiye tha “ main jaa raha hu”
jab bhi main rooth jaati hu, toh gaane gaa kar mujhe manana, kitchen me kaam karte waqt peeche se aa kar pakad lena, paseene se tar, chehre par chipki latt ko hata k kaan ke piche sarka dena aur mere pet ko pakad kar bas yu hi khade rehna.. kabhi kabhi mujhe kitchen ke shelf par baitha ke, khud khana banana, aur haatho se khilana, aur saath me vo tumhara bhara glass.. “ bachchi nahi hu main” jab bhi mera ye kehna aur tumhara muskura dena.. meri har nadani ko bas hansi me uda dena.. aur mera chehra dekh kar apna gussa bhula dena..
jab- tab meri naabhi ko chhed dena, aur peeche, meri gardan par choom lena.. jahan jana hai wahan le jaana aur jo khana hai vo khilana.. jab card statement jyada aa jaye toh “ kab sudhrogi??” aur parlor bills?? “koi change toh nazar nahi aata tum me..” mere dard me mera haath thaame rehna aur kandhe par sahara de kar chalana.. diwano ki tarah mera khayal rakhna.. aur chauthey mahine me mujhe 3 baje raat ko gol gappe khilane le jana, apna khayal na rakhne par daantna aur har wakt bas “ medicine li na.. khana khaya na.. fruits and milk.. walk par chalo.. acha tum rehne do main kar lunga.. kuch khana hai.. paani la k du.. dard toh nahi..”
kabhi laga nahi.. 1 saal me sirf main hi maa bani.. dard barabar baanta tha.. us aansu ne sab bata diya tha jab tumne pehli baat apni beti ko haath me utha kar mujhe gili aankho se kaha tha.. “thank you”
Aur bahut kuch..jo ab likhte huye haath tharthara rahe hain.. gala roondh gaya aur aankhe nam hai.. vo saath.. vo baatein.. vo muskurahat.. aur vo tum.. aur vo main..
kahan se laau…
bas.. tumhe jaana nahi chahiye tha..
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